its a new begining ... {@.@}

2009-06-14T19:43:00.001-07:00

Hmmm.... Maybe im thinking of blogging two times today... HAHA.... I listen this song which i think its lyrics its rather meaningful....

Mitchie Torres / Demi Lovato
Shane Gray / Joe Jonas

LYRICS

I've always been the kind of girl
that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
what i've got to say
But i have this dream
bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know, to let you know...

This is real, this is me
Im exactly where im supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now i've found, who i am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who i wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
where you're the shining star
Even though it seems,
like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself,
it's the only way...

This is real, this is me
Im exactly where im supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now i've found, who i am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who i wanna be
This is me

You're the voice i hear inside my head
The reason that im singin'
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece i need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
Im exactly where im supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now i've found, who i am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who i wanna be

This is me
(You're the missing piece i need the song inside on me)
This is me, Yeah
(You're the voice i hear inside my head, the reason that im singing)

Now i've found, who i am
Theres no way to hold it in
No more hiding who i wanna be
This is me

ok lar.... rather old song.... haha.... but... I LOVE THE LYRICS.... oh well... councilor meeting later.... =[

2009-06-14T02:03:00.000-07:00

HAHA.... IM BACKTO BLOGGING... WELL... REALLY TOOK A BREAK FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS FROM MY BUSY SCHELDUE... WAKAKA... PLAYED GAMES... WATCHED SHOWS.... BLAH BLAH....

HAHA.... WEBCAMMED WITH VIGI LITTLE KUKU JUST NOW... DAMM JOKE.... HAHA.... Well... have to start to prepare for the next half year le....

Things to prepare
-Studies; ARGH... POA and chinese.... AND HOW TO REVOLVE BACK MY STANDARD FOR
HUMANITIES.. MANTAIN FOR SCIENCE... AND IMPROVE FOR MY MATHS.... HAHA....
-Councilor Investiture... ARGH... HAHA
-Learn new songs in band.... Concert next year April-June... Hmm...
-HAHA.... Pray hard that can go overseas year end -- next year..
-Prepare o levels... one more year... xD
-Camps for both councilor and band...WTH....
-MY BIRTHDAY..

thats my plan currently... HAHA.... more relax then the begining of this year thats for sure... Well.. left 2 more weeks for holidays.... HERE's my plan...

Scheldue for the remaining 2 weeks
-Meeting for investiture(councilor) 15th June..
-Going to Malaysia.. 16th -20th June
-Tution 21thJune
-Meeting for investiture(i think) 22th June..
-Band 23th June
-Meeting with SASB and MSSB de people(i think) 24th June..
-Leadership Course/Band 25th June
-Band 26thJune
-Chiong Homework 27th-28thJune
-SCHOOL REOPENS (i think) 29thJune..

HAISH... ANYONE VOLUNTEEER TO TAKE UP MY BUSY SCHELDUE? xD... ok lar.. update some other time.... CURRENTLY MOODY... D=

2009-05-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

Yoohoo people.... mugging these days.... Exams are like around the corner.... Kays..... to be honest... i did not work as hard as i used to in the past for history... Really really damm scared... ARGH... But i chionged for a maths and both my science ... and i seemed more profound these days... Im like seeing ax^2+bx+c even in my dreams sia... HAHA.... But i really did improve in amaths and science.... And i really want to thank those who had helped and motivated me.... HAHA.... Mrs En 's theory of doing and doing.....

Well, when for phill winds concert on last Sunday. Haha.... Smth damm kuku happen.... I was like looking which girl standing there till i found out it was lifeng.
Me:Where got where got?
Angie,Joey:there with her friends!
Me:Where? that one talking on the pone arh?
(lifeng waves at me)
Me: orh.... That one look so not like her.... haha =D

"Give Us This day" the theme....

Well, really abstract concert i would say.... But the trumpet solo was really wow-ness.... HAHA....
Flight Of the Piasa was nice.... Really in tune and sweet courds.... And the Great Gate Of Giev... Nice piece.... meaningful... Here how it goes...
-The composer was a famous musician, he had two very good friends, one painter, one sculptler
-His painter friend died at the age of 30, Leaving behind 4,000 plus painting
-The composer in commamerating him, took one of his painting, The great gate of Giev and wrote it into a song.
-The painting paints the feeling of Russians which were unhappy with the Tsar's regime tried many and many ways in which assination trying to get rid of the Tsar and attaining freedom.

HAAHAA... What a right piece for a right time .... Argh Swine Flu... Renamed.... H1N1...

This green devil virus you see up there killed almost 150+ mexico citizens.... Haiya.... And the problem is that it is still spreading.... Haiya... The Mayan prediction of 2010... is it coming true? its a mystry?

Well, Thats all bah.... Tired after tution.... Blog next time... =D
(spread the message: THE VIRUS KILLS, and so does the pig... HAHS =D)

2009-05-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

Ok.... Basically.... i have abondon my blog for one and a half years.... but ive decided to cme back to blogging as i feel that i have lost out on plenty of memories.... AND I FOUND OUT THAT I COULD LOST THEM ANYMORE... hehe.... BUT.... IM WEAK IN

so, ive decided to do more what i calll Picture Blogging cause.....

A PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS.... =D

Ok, enough of crapping..... HEHE.... Hmm... im not going to blog about what happen ages ago cause its been a long long time.... Lets talk about recently.... Ok....

These days..... I couldnt really get what i was thinking.... Espically for the past one week....
HMMM....

SYF, over.... Gotten a silver.... Ok lar.... wasnt quite satisfied.... hehe.... WELL, As the saying goes, Human are always Demanding for more.... So much for being a perfectnist....Hmm....

A week has pass... Today's labour day.... Was planning to study but one person couldnt make it..... So, the whole trip was cancelled..... Hmmm...

Had a tiff with a very good friend..... Wasnt really in a good mood...... Talked to sister and she sort of like talked me through... Well, Perhaspe it will take a few months for us to cool down and talked to each other again....

Then, i remembered i saw this song on Vigi Koh's blog ; which i found it quite suitable for my mixed feelings now.... here goes....

If I Were A Boy (Remix) (ft. R. Kelly) Lyrics

If I were a boy

even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning

and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys

and chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted

and I'd never get confronted for it

cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)

If you were a boy

then girl you'd understand

you need to stop listening to your friends

love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys

and sometimes flirt with the girls

I should be able to roll out

as long as Im coming home to you

and give you the world

But you are not a boy,

so you dont have a clue

(ey)How I work and pay the bills

girl and everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn't play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it's brokenso they'd think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)

Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)

Id put myself first

and make the rules as I go

Cause I know that shell be faithful,waiting for me to come home,

to come home.

But you are not a boy,

so you can't understand

You are not a perfect woman

and I am not a perfect man (with me, with me)

I'd listen to her (eh eh)

Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It's a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you gocause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for youyou thought wrong

But you're just a boy

Hmm.... Then i remembered what ms lee said to us yst, " Your best friend will always be somone from the other sex, cause they will truly confront you to the deepest you... " Welll, If you been thinking.... IM TALKING ABOUT FRIENDSHIP HERE OKAYS... hehe....

Ok.... so much for my troubles.... Back to mugging le bah.... EXAMS ARE LIKE NEXT WEEK...

will i make it? its still a mystry...

2008-12-24T07:14:00.000-08:00

RULES: Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.-How you do the Letter Meme:Dear -person who tagged you-,I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December -When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown- My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
-Scrubs- ManO.C.
- EmotionalOne Tree Hill
- OpenHeroes
- FrostbittenLost
- HighHouse
- ScarredSimpsons
- CowardlyThe news
- MongolicIdol
- MasochisticFamily Guy
- SenileTop Model
- Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad- How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth
Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drinks - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog, Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear Beifen
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it last year when I saw the shrunken head and I seen you outside of Chicago Sitting on the crazy Monk. I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand that how awful I've felt. I'm returning your love letters, but I'll keep your love letters as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked your apartment building so fuck off now.

Greetings for christmas, Addison.

The next targets: I dun feel like putting any... it doesnt make sense lar... =]

2008-11-24T01:34:00.000-08:00

LALAALAA... Ps... no blog abt my class chalet... haha... Anyway... Im just back from hongkong... WAKAKA... Well.. I really enjoyed the trip... so.. ill just blog about the trip 1st..
Hmm...

1st day:
When to school at around 5 and reached at 5.20 at school... Meet together and divided ourselves into bus A and B... took our instrument and headed to Changi Airport 3... Chatted with siewkeng and yitting they all while going there... reached there.. At around 6.30... checked in instrusment and laggage... HAHA ... Then i told yiting and siewkeng that i ask the counter.. Can i checked in my maid siewkeng and my dog Yiting... Wakaka... just kidding... Checked in and got my bording pass... sit beside Emman and Diyan... lol... then i scared diyan with cause she 1st tym sit plane... Wakaka... Ass noob... Then they both keep on disturbting me... So noisy..
Reached Hongkong at around 12+... lalala.. when to have lunch restaurant which ive been to last year... then our table played soe turning game whoever the spoon pint to have to eat.... wakaka... Thn when sight seeing... When victoria peak... Was cold there... then people started to hand me camera all take photo... even the teachers... then i was like loling... Then when Macdonlds with my section and rubbern they all.. GOSH... Rubbern Have a big AppitTE... ten i had macfurry despite the cold weather... LaLa... Then wen to eat dinner... Tour guide mike began asking question and telling us information.... and guess correctly get stickers from disneyland.... LaLa... ok.. after dinner... when to watch symphony of light at victoria harbour.. Checked into hotel... unbubble-wrap instrument... and unpacked my lagage... then when to bed cause damm tired.... =]

Day 2:
Waked up at around 6.15... Changed into full band uniform... when to performed at SIS (singapore international school) then had a school tour around it.. HaHa... Played HSM 1 , Coral and you be in my heart... then... packed up... then had Macdonalds lunch on bus... then we reached a secondary school in hongkong... had exchange and performed there... when out quite well... hmmm... their trombone section and whole band quite small though.... then had sectional with the tutor there in their school... Mr Raymond Lim... also play trombone and also conductor for band... haha... Then after that.... Had combined band practice and play alergy and fanfare of dunno wad..... hmm... after that... when for dinner.... Not quite nice though.... Then when ladies market shopping... Whn with Clarinet section...bought presents and waist coat... bargain with the keeper... damm wad lar... Haha... then bought sweets and snacks... then when back hotel...

Hmm... i shall blg about others... some other day... Toddles...

2008-11-11T05:52:00.000-08:00

Wakaka... im back from class chalet... Hmm... But i gonna start to blog about the things happen one day before the chalet... Lalala....

Okay... 8th November ... Not a s wonderful or perfect day.... Haiya... Woke up at 8am in the morning... Dressed up and when to mediacorp reception for campus superstar... To my surprise... when there... filled with people le.... BOMBARED lucky only those participate then can enter... lol... okay... queue till 2.30 before i reached the front of the line... worn out by then... made some friends... then got one malay guy.... asked me i forgotten his name... "WHY ARE YOU SO QUIET... SING LEH..." hmmm... then he when toilet.. turn outs that he forget to zip his pants.. then a girl in front of him told me to him which eventually made him paisei... WAKAKA.... then 2.30... when to take photo in the front of line and register... spent about 1 hr... 3.30... sit down and waited somemore.. then finally 5pm... walked us to somewhere near the audition room... 2 blocks away... then finally enter the audition room at about 5.45... one table... 3 judges... one camera.. and loads of other bling bling people... hmm.... eventually... out... and till today still dunno why... saded all the way... okay lar... perhaspe im tired bah... when back and sleep... haiya...

okays.... 9th November.. post 2moro... lazy type le... thats all bah...

2008-11-03T06:49:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.... its a new begining.... thats all i wanted... well thoughts and aspirations are running high on me over the last one year... lalala... i remembered....

Well,
1st day of the last year.. i entered secondary school life... was known as a class which i called Respect 4 and also known as 2e4... Made alot of new friends and was elected as "Class monitor"...
Hmm... Right here right now... WE have progress to our respective different classes in secondary 3 ... Equally divided.... I think... its a new begining... hope tht all of us would be great ppl down the road... XD.... As the saying of great almighty addison says.... once a 2E4rian... always a 2E4rian....

PS.... I never forget the teachers ah... haha... oso... Thanks to all the subjects , co-form , form teachers and the what ever blah blah black sheeps for making our early secondary school life such a pleasant experince

GUwawa..... there were oso many things which happen to me when i was away from blogging... like

I remember June i when for vietnam trip which oso left a pleasant which we visited the university of agriculture and wet padi fields. Learned about the different cultivation of wet rice too.... Not only that ... we oso visited hydro electric plant and learned more about life of a regular farmer in vietnam by spending our night in a tribal village...

On another occasion... there were also times which i spend time in band and played music together... in some ways... I FIND IT BORING AT TIMES.. However... the efforts put together brought smiles to people some way on either... which from the very start i enjoyed ever since i was 4 yrs old which i danced on stage in kindergarden performances.... to the Chingay parade i join when i was p5 and singing on stage with my beloved chior.... Well... back to band performance.... i did from the anually a very special walk to METIER VII to Teck Chee observance cermony to Bukit Mareh Band exhange concert.... Welll... looks like i really enjoyed music... =] But... thats not going to end my dreams... Im singing and thats final... no matter how hard it takes... im going to pursure my dream as a singer.... here a preview...

Hmm... How was that... comment for me thanks... Anyway... im going for campus so please give your best blessing to me... kays...

Besides that... I also have many gathering with my beloved friends which they play an important role in my life.... from the band BBQ.. to watching movies with Nicholas,Janson,Kaihong... etc.. Thanks for all the momeries...

Well thats basically all the major events which happen while im away.... hmmm.. not missing any bah i guess.. Well.. its a new begining... ill blog regularly now.. okays... Toodles... for now... =]

{i never forgotten about you... =] thanks for all the memories you given me from August till September... Well.. dun lose hope in yourself or your friends... cause there are everything you can have during school life... treasure the one and the half years you are left with... AND... dun lose FAITH in LOVE... cause you never know wad will happen when you reach the next corner of love... hmmm... Life is full of surprises and ups and downs... SO.. CHEER UP =]}